It’s seems this is the only place I can vent that no one can really see. It’s my only option. Im not who I was anymore im changing more and more by the minutes.. And im really afraid I might do something stupid. I want to scream. And cry.. I want to let out everything. I want to go somewhere I can be by myself and stay there…I need more than a thousand hugs. I hate that I have such a soft loving and caring heart. I hate that I can’t let this phase me.. I need someone anyone. To help me..
I love you , I truley do. Your acting like things are normal, but I know it’s all a lie. And it’s breaking me… It really is :’( <|3
Going to cry my eyes out tonight, My heart literatly feels like it’s breaking right now. I promised myself to never let anyone in again. And yet I still let you in.. I gave you all I had to offer. Is my love really not enough ? How can you think for a second I don’t love you, and care for you …
- be thin
- have a vagina
- give birth
- cook for you
- have long hair
- wear makeup
- have sex with you
- be feminine
- be graceful
- shave
- be white
- diet
- be fashionable
- wear pink
- love men
- be the media’s idea of perfection
- listen to your bullshit
Even I need to be reminded of some of these things occasionally.
^ I love this.







